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I feel like I've leveled up from a lot of my friends or something by ononononin just_post

[–]onononon[S] 4 points5 points ago

I guess it's not an issue of "leveling up," especially in a class sense with my job, just that now that I have different priorities going on I have a lot less time to have to slog through this kind of bullshit.

I feel like in the past when I've been on the bummy side I had some ppl take advantage of me in terms of favors etc, when I have a little more cash on hand I feel like I get more ppl trying to take advantage of that in terms of resources, but I don't think that's a class thing moreso than the culture of capitalism.

It would just be nice if I had a productive friendship locally I guess.

I got a new car by ononononin just_post

[–]onononon[S] 1 point2 points ago

Not really I decided on a 2nd gen hybrid so it really quiet :3

I felt a lot of things this weekend that I couldn't put into words so I made a track about it yesterday (explanation in comments) by ononononin just_post

[–]onononon[S] 0 points1 point ago

Right, but what does that accomplish really? Just because I'm the one who is to blame for what went wrong doesn't mean the bridge wasn't burned at both ends. And at the end of the day, am I really trying to repair that bridge at all?

Lol I wrote out a really long post and then deleted all of it. If you want to go deeper, PM me or something? For my own sake I don't want to post too many details publicly, especially when there's a paper trail to my soundcloud

I felt a lot of things this weekend that I couldn't put into words so I made a track about it yesterday (explanation in comments) by ononononin just_post

[–]onononon[S] 1 point2 points ago

Thank u for enjoying and and commenting and I'm glad that my hash tag emotions are presented in a digestible way

I felt a lot of things this weekend that I couldn't put into words so I made a track about it yesterday (explanation in comments) by ononononin just_post

[–]onononon[S] 2 points3 points ago

"Weird" is definitely one word to use. Again not trying to pick at scabs or nothin but let's just say that over the past several years I've realized that most of the things that went wrong in our relationship were absolutely my fault, which has also been paired with the realization that it is NEVER my place to approach her even to apologize about that.

And the funny thing is I'm still not 100% sure it was her, but it looked an awful lot like her and BOY did she suddenly seem less interested in dancing and more interested in hitting the bathroom with her friend once we made eye contact.

Hope she's doing well though. Maybe one day someone can relay that message in a non-creepy way

I felt a lot of things this weekend that I couldn't put into words so I made a track about it yesterday (explanation in comments) by ononononin just_post

[–]onononon[S] 2 points3 points ago

So a few months ago my gf and I planned and booked a trip to Miami to go see Kerri Chandler. Then a giant fucking hurricane came through and affected everything. Neither my town (Tampa) or Miami was hit all that bad, but the thing about hurricanes that people who don't live in hurricane-prone areas really get is that it's not the physical damage in a hurricane it's all the stress that goes along with it: imagine being holed up at your parents house for several days, eating nothing but canned food, with no power in a humid-ass post-hurricane swamp. And even after the storm's over, you can't really leave because the roads are all fucked.

Anyway we got a near miss and decided to continue the trip. Once we got to Miami, the show we wanted to go to was cancelled, so we hit up something else. It was the sleaziest fucking club I've ever been in, and this dude tried to sell me coke three times but I turned him down for a number of reasons. Anyway the music was pumping and damn good, and I was tired before I came in the club but the music is flowing through me and I don't -need- any drugs to feel good anymore.

Then I saw my ex fucking girlfriend on the dancefloor. Of all goddamn places. I knew she lived in miami, but I didn't even know she fuckin liked house music.

Anyway I'll spare all the minutiae from there but suffice to say it was a whole NEW hurricane (of emotions) and I felt off for the whole rest of my trip.

Then, when I finally got home and went through my nighttime routine, I realized I forgot to pack 5-htp and accidentally went on a 4 day cold turkey break from it, so now I'm still feeling like I need to stabilize into a sense of normalcy

that is my story.

Backing up my projects = Hurricane prep by ononononin music

[–]onononon[S] 2 points3 points ago

The specific image I was going for is going down a highway with a clear sky ahead and a horrible storm in the rearview so I guess yea

Backing up my projects = Hurricane prep by ononononin music

[–]onononon[S] 3 points4 points ago

Ty I'm in Tampa so won't be seeing the brunt of it. I'm not in an evacuation zone but people near me have been ordered to evacuate, Luckily my job offered 9.5 hours of free PTO (so far) for employees to prep/evacuate if necessary. For now, I made a video documenting all my property for renter's insurance, stocked up on water, yuengling (tastes about the same warm in case the power goes out), herbal supplements, vitamins, etc. I've been through what is expected to come through here (Cat 2 or 3) in this very same apartment

How do I get a job? by Fangrenin just_ask

[–]onononon 1 point2 points ago

True well keep it in mind if you ever get really hard up for quick cash

How do I get a job? by Fangrenin just_ask

[–]onononon 2 points3 points ago

True well keep it in mind if you ever get really hard up for quick cash

How do I get a job? by Fangrenin just_ask

[–]onononon 2 points3 points ago

No, I mean volunteer to sub the special education classes at the school

How do I get a job? by Fangrenin just_ask

[–]onononon 4 points5 points ago

You get over that feeling pretty quickly.

The secret is also to take special education classes. Most of the other subs are scared of those classes, but you always have a more experienced teacher on hand

How do I get a job? by Fangrenin just_ask

[–]onononon 5 points6 points ago

September is coming, and you can always substitute teach. It's one of the few positions where you're pretty much immediately hired, and it's better than retail (still shitty tho tbh). They didn't even make me do a urinalysis before I walked into a classroom. It's also one of the few positions where you have complete flexibility over your availability, and the hiring manager doesn't expect you to pretend like you're going to stay for 5 years even though everyone knows it's a shit job.

Plus if you make friends with some of the teachers they will send job leads your way.

Plus what everyone else said

Wow, you guys are paying 95 a month to keep the site running? by KarlMarxin meta

[–]onononon 0 points1 point ago

This site can't be reached :(

good news!!!! by hoppetin just_post

[–]onononon 0 points1 point ago

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